The room is pretty much all dark right now.

They left me alone here sitting infront of the computer.

While they're probably sleeping upstairs.

seriously.. am i really adopted?

stupid. good night.

hello starsss!

I seriously laughed way too much today!

I had fun at Nina's house today. Thanks for letting me crash!

Oh! and today I recieved this letter with 10 free fro-yo tickets!

AH. WHO IS THE GENIUS BEHIND ALL THIS?

Seriously, I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHO SENT THIS.

I love fro-yo, you crazy!

I'm going to share the tickets with Nina.

And probably some of the boys tomorrow. (.... maybe not for the boys.)

God bless Santa Claus.

ps. Thanks for the brownies bitch! And the poopie session. :-)

I don't know what sisters are for right now. But if you think I'm going to be your shoulder to cry on after he tears you apart, the answer is no.

Good night. Sleep tight. Rest in Peace.

Ritz Carlton - JW Marriott bomb.
Friday, 17 of July 2009.


I clearly have no nice words to type right now.
But I'm pretty sure I'm going to dissapoint mama if I start swearing like an idiot.
This bomb ruined the whole long weekend for me!

Saturday. Well I have no plans actually, wait... I do. Going to meet my old friends at a cafe for dinner tomorrow. Well right now I'm pretty sure their parent's are scared to death to let their kids go and since there's another bomb threat and a warning to make people stay away from malls (pi,gi,pp,fx), clubs and cafes. CAFES. Perfect timing. Ha!

Sunday. Oh die. die die die you freakishly super annoying terrorist. I was supposed to attend a meet and greet with the whole member of Manchester United's soccer team. It's like a chance in a life time..... When will you have another chance to meet the oh so hot soccer players like Rooney and Nani? Well I can't do that now because
1. Manchester United canceled their trip to Jakarta for a friendly soccer match with Indonesia's national soccer team. Which is obviously the right choice for them except if they want to get killed.
2. The meet and greet was placed at Ritz Carlton ballroom. Yeah, right. The place is probably only pieces by now.

Monday. THIS IS LIKE THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOOO LONG. The plan was to watch the football match with my boy friends (Nico, Pras, Raoul and Brian) alongside with my family and it was supposed to be fun right? And we all got the chance to watch Manchester United's last practice before the match. How cool is that?

Well now........... Goodbye to my childhood dream of meeting the member of Manchester United.
Those terrorists crushed my chilhood dreams and crushed my country. Die you, die.

ps. Dad is fine. People ask sooo much about him. (He got hit by JW Marriott's first bomb attack and the Australian Embassy attack.) But let's all pray for his friends that got hit. One of my dad's friends passed away today from the attack and a few are injured. RIP and get well soon.



Love,
Clarine.

Hello hottie. <3

I am so excited. Yet so confused.


Which school should I go to? Hm. Hm. Hm. Still can't decide.

GONE TOO SOON

like a comet

blazing 'cross the evening sky

gone too soon

like a rainbow

fading in the twinkling of an eye

gone too soon

shiny and sparkly

and splendidly bright

here one day

gone one night

like the loss of sunlight

on a cloudy afternoon

gone too soon

like a castle

built upon a sandy beach

gone too soon

like a perfect flower

that is just beyond your reach

gone too soon

born to amuse, to inspire, to delight

here one day

gone one night

like a sunset

dying with the rising of the moon

gone too soon

The Apollo Theater Legend. The King of Pop. The moonwalker. The Jackson 5 kid.

The guy that sang my childhood soundtrack and made it perfect.

Michael Jackson RIP

1958-2009