I wasn't looking for this. What is this? I don't know.
You know i was doing just fine by myself, on my own.
Tell me how to stop this feeling.

I don't want to fall in love, i just want to have a little fun.
But then you came and swift me up and now our love is so done.
I fall madly deeply. I surprise myself enough to find that what has begun is love.
And now our love is so done.
I'm done.

I can't imagine right now, standing here, without you.
To think that I tried to ignore what i felt, what i knew.
I could never stop this feeling.

Thank you for not letting go, when i said let me go.
Thank you for timing.
Thank you for finding.
Thankyou for not believing me baby, when i said

I don't want to fall in love, i just wanna have a little fun.
But then you came and swift me up and now our love is so done.
I fall madly deeply. I surprise myself enough to find that what has begun is love.
And now our love is so done.
I'm done.

I wasn't looking for this. Now i'm done. I'm done.


you know this is you. ;)

Lady GaGa follows me on Twitter ;)

That is like, the coolest thing ever that has ever happened to moi!!
I didn't notice it though before Sabrina called-bbmed-msned me (sorry, i was still sleeping lol)
She's like a big fan of GaGa and i hope, GaGa will follow her too!!

It's almost 1 pm and i haven't shower yet. Yuck, i know! But i'm just too lazy!!
I'm going to plaza indonesia with Nina i think. We r both so dead bored. At least i am lol.


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Yesterday i had the most fun phone call, i needed that so much. I laughed so hard!
Thank you so much.

p.s : i still have 2 whole months of holiday. i know u're jealous! lol.

Xoxox

WRONG TYPO AND GRAMMAR (LAST POST)
too tired to edit it all.

ttyl

I hope all of this pain pays in the end.
I sweat like cow, in great deal of pain.
And all i need is my body toned. WHY COULDN'T WE EAT MCDONALD'S AND STILL BE TONED? WE NEED MIRACLE HERE!!!!!!

My gym mate is the best! Would never trade her for any boy nor friend. And you should've seen her run! She goes zoooomm--- And puff, she got rid 80 calories. Yes people she's gooddd :)
Love you, Sabrinaaa. You're like this little Fah-gie in my world LOL!

Shiiitt. I have to go to the gym again tomorrow. F--- my personal trainer!!!!!
Exhausted for real!!!!

TTFN-TTYL, lotsa' loveeeeee

Cheers for the great tuesday <33

I'm loving it!
I had the best afternoon with a close friend. (ah you know what i mean ;) lol)
Then i went home with Sabrina. We stopped by my house - She met Pumba for the first time lol.
Then i went to Sabrina's house, i haven't been there since last summer.

Then we went straight to lunch at Koi.
After lunch we went to the gym. It was fun at first, we were listening to our ipods, running. But dude, after 13 mintues it became hell, we were sweating our butts off. We did a 20 mintues running cardio and 5 minutes of cooling down. We felt weird after doing those runs.
We took a break for a little while, and then we started using all of this gym things, and boy.. it's really hard. Gym took an hour and fifteen minutes i think. We hit the locker room, and then went zoom to Sour Sally.. YUM! :9

Dropped Sabrina off.
And went home.

This may sound ordinary to you.
But there's always a lesson to learn - It's not about what are you doing, It's about who you're doing it with <3

SHOUT OUT : HOLA NINA! WE'LL DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN TOMORROW 5PM SEE YA :)

Imagine

$ You answer a phone call from your boyfriend. Then he tells you ' Sorry baby, i can't be with you any longer, I'm on tour. I'm super busy, we don't see each other often and i just can't handle it. See you around.' and it only took him 27 seconds to say that to you, and then he cut the phone off.
$ You're ex-boyfriend who dumps you is in an international brother band that sells.
$You're ex-famous-boyfriend dumps you for a Brazilian beauty that stars on his new video clip.
$ You're can write a song about your stupid ex and it is the number one hit world wide.

$ You're only 19 and amazing things happen to you
$ You're the curly-blonde in Hollywood
$ Your name is Taylor Swift!

SOMEONE LOOKS LIKE A BARBIE DOLL!
Joe jonas isn't the smartest of all Jonas

Lately i've been listening to her songs. And she's great. I would love to be Taylor Swift. :)

POW-POW-RUMORS!!!!!

I'm so sick of stupid rumors going around about me.
Listen.

She was never a close friend of mine. OK??
And now a few stupid people spread even more stupid rumors about her hating me!

But i guess, that's not gonna happen honey.
Why would she hate me? I mean COME ON! She literally never talks to me, and please i would be so carefree if she really hates me. She's a sweet girl, not some fake backstabber. And again, why would she back stab me? She's a normal-friend. This does not make any sense.

Stop spreading stupid rumors please.
You're just making me another hot topic.
Thank you though if you want to make me, that's very sweet.

*BTW- it keeps me guard late night thinking why would people talk about me and my relationship so much these days. Pfffttt like it's your business :p